Where is heaven or hell for dogs

Yes that time has come when we have decided the date, though I have asked Rob not to tell me when. to have our oldest son (he is like a son Bam Bam) to sleep. I know it's in coming days and I can’t say goodbye. One day he will be here and a week later we will have his ashes..

So Rob is sobbing inside and me outside! It's amazing how much an animal can mean to a person. So much so Rob and I cant look at each other without tears.

I have been lucky having him almost 16 years and with rob the last 8 or so.

Though he is with us, he no longer knows us and has too many issues to keep him alive for selfish reasons.... I already miss him!