Since finding out (thought I asked not to know) that our beloved Bam Bam was being put to sleep next Wednesday I have this lump on my throat! Rob is inside trimming his hair and washing him as if preparing him for death.
Though he no longer understands what’s going on why we as humans have a hard time letting go. Here I am in tears just thinking of how it will be, will he suffer, is he actually aware of what’s going on but can’t relate it to us. So many questions such sadness of a cute little Pekingese I and Rob will miss.
It is so selfish to keep him going and so hard to let him go! the next 6 days will be miserable, but we must stay the course, because we love him!
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