What I enjoyed, missed, regret and look forward to! But It made me!

Enjoyed: Having a boyfriend until I was told I had to have a girlfriend
               Having a girlfriend that I married
               First time I had sex with a guy and girl age G5-G17, early starter
               Getting married TWICE
               Being part of creation and being there when my children were born
               Being thee for my kids, school plays, the crying the days they needed me, up all night holding       
               them when they were sick, being squeezed by my daughter/son and holding their hands when we
               walked
               The baby smell
               Going to school and taking on the teachers
               Watching my kids grow up
                
Missed:   I missed growing up being who I really was! Pretending to be someone I was not, though
               I became good at it.
              
Regrets:  Not going to my daughter’s college graduation'   
              Not attending my daughter’s wedding
              Having children so young, maybe if I had them older I would have been a better parent
              Not having the courage to be who I was
             
Plan on:  Live but not suffer
              Plan for the day
              Going to Europe because Rob wants to
              Avoiding all funerals
              Be there for my children, Rob and family
              Enjoy every moment
              Be there for anyone who needs me
              Die with dignity