A View From Two Queens: Oxycodone Abuse Leads to Others Suffering!

A View From Two Queens: Oxycodone Abuse Leads to Others Suffering!: I don't usually blog but here it goes! I happened to be with Joe at the neurologist yesterday when we were told he has problems with his l...

Oxycodone Abuse Leads to Others Suffering!

I don't usually blog but here it goes!

I happened to be with Joe at the neurologist yesterday when we were told he has problems with his legs due to issues with his central nervous system. I could not help but observe this yellow paper with an article meant for all patients on the abuse of Oxycodone in the Pasco, Pinellas counties.

Joe and I have traveled and lived in 5 states and in some at multiple locations within a state. We have never seen the abuse to prescription drugs as in this area! It accounts for the highest deaths in Florida. More young people die from prescription drugs than automotive accidents.

Just two weeks ago they rounded up users and dealers in New Port Richey but the problem isn't being addressed. Yes it is true that our generation has gotten accustomed to prescription drugs. It's a very inexensive way to escape from life and life's pain.

In our family we have both young and old addicted to prescription drugs so we see it. But the root cause analysis is who prescribes these to people who don't need them? These are the individuals that should be arrested and charged with the problem. They kept putting a band aid on the issue and the problem continues.

Authorities have arrested users and dealers in NPR but 5 miles in Hudson in some of trailer parks are passing them as fast as they can. It is a problem in every town, county! They made a dent on the problem and get the media to believe something was done and everyone is happy!

I write this for I see Joe suffer to get some medication to address some major health issues. I mean just getting cough syrup NyQuil requires proof you're over 21 here in Pasco. The entire process is out of control and the root cause is never addressed. We are led to believe it is but it's not!

In the end who suffers are those that needed it! It's easier to get pain killers for Joe down the street wide open (don't tell me police down't know) then it is to get a doctor to prescribe medication so he can be a few hours without pain.

It's something Joe and I need to address soon and may have to get doctors in another county that is not facing this challenge.

It just happens Joe is allergic to Oxycodone and that family of medications. But any pain killers are frowned upon in our county, due to the abuse by those that don't need it!

Just let meth, cocaine and whatever other counties use in, so that sick people can get the medication that is legal for medical purposes. You don't have to go far to get these illegal drugs but these kids start at 14 or younger using their parents or grandparents prescribed medications! There lies another  problem! These kids don't drive or have the means to go get high they use the medicine cabinet!

The schools obviously don't address the issues either. We have family experiences where schools actually encourage the abuses by attacking the parents and providing no addiction support when these kids are caught an an early age, so we are told by family member's who have lived here for years. We are newbies in this area. There is not much to do here either and it's a very poor community with people living in trailer parks and homes that are occupied by the less fortunate in society, thereby encouraging this type of abuse!

Why should people like Joe suffer while other healthy people get high! Police, Political Leaders, Religious leaders and educators, do you're job and don't mask a problem solved by catching a few people in NPR when both counties are infested like cock roaches!

Rob

GPTKWDJDW

What make you a beautiful person!

If you follow me on all of the community chat rooms including I am proud to say Google Plus, you will note that this mornings song is Beautiful People by Chris Brown! Some including me may say, he is not a beautiful person for a beautiful person would not of abused Rhiana! But we must move beyond that!

Maybe this song is something that changed him! I would like to believe this, though I doubt it! But the boy is a great entertainer and singer and though he can't do both at the same time he is beautiful on the inside. Since I don;t know him personally I can;t speak for the inside!

There lies the challenge loving people for who they are not what they are perceived to be! This week all over the chat rooms, everyone was passing around what fat people are doing, skinny ones, gay ones etc.! You get the point! Yes most of the time we are influenced by our peers and it does not stop in school! I see it in my family and they are facing death of old age. But one always tries to outdo the other! Does this make them beautiful?

I can't judge, I just write! I have my opinion but no-one judges my ass (they try) but fuck them! I try very hard to go beyond the tattoos, piercings, swinging of the hips or fat huge hips! I try to go beyond the size though all you know I like twinks, the creator gave me a cub so there are lessons there. Love is skin deep, very, very deep!

If you see my uploads it's of beauty on earth, beautiful people and OK drag Queens they are just fabulous! Beautiful or not, anyone that can put a wig on and 6" fuck me heels is beautiful! You rarely see fat people! I am sorry, Rob and I disagree on this! He really goes beyond the size! I am a little shallow, so I need to work on this! After all the creator thought me another lesson I went from being a twink (which I hated to being HUGE (it's something like velucious wrong spelling!)) FAT!

The bottom line is as James told me yesterday! Yes the hunk I keep uploading who is so fucking shy and thinks he is fat! It must be his cock cause there isn't an inch to pinch! He said, beauty is a brain that can carry a conversation and a heart that cares followed by very hot sex! No I said the sex part!

I am in a crazy mood today! I am about to visit Rob's family tomorrow I have never met and he hasn't seen  since he was 9! In gay years it's like two centuries! I am so excited and Rob is so like, (I can't spell the word I need here), about seeing his family!

But before that we are hitting Parliament House where we are seeing Colt men, YES the porn stars, after all why would not not make a quick stop to see real beautiful shallow people!

Dr Q

9/11 The Day After

Rob always stays quiet on the sidelines when it comes to these issues. We talk he agrees but to bog on them is another issue!

I am very opinionated on subjects such as these for I see media and government driven fear so that American's think monies spent and efforts taken justify in the name of security! This is totally false! What we should eb examining if we truly want security and get the best security implementations is "lessons learned"! What did we learn after 9/11. Even the commission establishes said in a recent report we are better but nowhere close to be a secured country!

You see sometimes (actually all the times) because of the bickering in congress nothing gets done. And because of special interest groups very little accomplished that makes sense! I know for I supported both the FAA and Military and I personally saw the incompetence and lack of interest of implementing necessary steps to provide security and save the tax payers money.

For some reason the day after 9/11 we established laws that took away our liberties! We instituted a massive program called the TSA that frisks little old ladies and children because they are presumed guilty until an educated fat person who has no concept of security gropes you and says your not a terrorist.

In a country where we are innocent til proven guilty we have the TSA saying you're guilty till proven innocent. We went to war in false pretenses! Congressmen and the president lied to the American people and we have lost around 5000 soldiers in the name of freedom. We tend to forget Russia tried to help those countries and after many loses left. We condemned the Russians then but followed suit and did the same.

You see we Americans are easily lead astray! We don't question Why? We just follow and die!

We live in a world that radar can see me take a piss in my back yard, but for some reason we don;t know who is in our borders! The US government has the ability if they worked as a unit to stop the nonsense at TSA and know who every citizen is and where they are. The technology exists! But the internal turf wars keep the government from working efficient!

We spend millions (added to the trillions of deficit) to add more security to a possible threat! Do we really believe there was really one! It's fabricated to keep us in fear. Family Guy the comedy on TV has a story when any money is spent as long as we mention 9/11! This is a funny story but it;s so true.

We have become a blinded society, guided by fear and not common sense and in the process lost our innocence, freedom and liberties!

You can change that! THINK, ANALYZE, SPEAK OUT, and in 2012 demand change in America!

Dr. Q

9/11 A Tragedy for The Last 10 years!

I don't have to explain what I am about to say, but let me give a little history on my family and I!

My grandparents came to America in WW2 for prosperity! Not that we were poor in Madeira, but America needed help and my grandparents rose to the occasion! Things were so bad that rat was the meal most of the time on the voyage by ship to the US. They landed and worked in New England had a daughter and years later after the war returned to their country with my aunt.

When my Aunt was 16 she wanted to come to American and so she did. Many years later the process of getting all the family here began. Of course some that stayed behind are much better off today since Madeira is for the rich and famous, but who would of know then!

I love this country! I have issues with waste in government because I was exposed to it! I sometimes could not sleep at night because my conscience, I knew it was wrong what was happening both at the FAA and Military by contractors! However I did my best to do the "right thing" and then after my accident had to go on disability!

This being said, I am apauled that we pay so much attention to 9/11 but have learned little since then. America has been bombing countries in the name of pride and oil. We Americans have been lied by our leaders and in the process over 5000 soldiers have died. That is almost twice the number that died in 9/11.Where is their event annually and every decade?

Don't get me wrong we should not forget, but more important we should remember that sometimes what you do to others comes back to bite you! We as a country don't work as a unit! If you look at government, within the same organization they don't work as a unit! If we payed more attention to doing "things right", having accountability in our leaders and government workers and caring for our citizens maybe we would treat the world a little bit better!

Terrorist exist everywhere. The Oklahoma bombing was by one of us! But we did not go to war with Oklahoma! We sometimes cause our own problems! We destroy country's and then rebuild them! We kill and torture in the name of security and then we don't expect it to be done to us! We react and put policies and organizations into place that waste our money and provide a false sense of security (TSA) and consider our citizens guilty until sexually groped to be proven innocent! We have become an insane nation. We have lost liberties since 9/11 in the name of security!

When we thing of those that died on 9/11 we should especially think of the 5000 and counting that have died since then! We should think and fix the all the implementations that cause us so much money and provide no value to citizens.

So their will be tears in coming days and much pom-pass for the limelight! There will be speeches, recordings never heard and at the end of the memorial what will we go home with?

Still fighting two wars, still inadequate security at our boarders and I don;t mean a Mexican wall (stupid). No government accountability by leaders or employees and a disaster waiting to happen either within our borders by our citizens or from external sources!

What have we learned from 9/11? Well you be the judge of that!

Dr Q

Never-mind gay in the military, what about gay in government!

This has been almost 6 years in coming and I said at 53 I would be a little more bold! So here is a story that will not surprise many, but depicts how gay people are treated in government and unlike the military that have been there and lets face it doing each other for decades the government shuns anyone identified as gay!

Let me explain;

I was hired as a contractor right after 9/11 sight unseen solely based on my resume and documents I had written. I moved fro San Francisco to New Jersey to support the FAA Technical center with NADIN, Capstone and other weather related programs through RICOM!

Less than 9 months later or around this time I was asked to lead a group of 18 or so through another contract controlled by a company CNSI! They gave me 18 I turned it into 32 full time positions. Obviously one accomplishes this because of competence and deliverable. I was the first in the FAA to ask for weekly individual reports of task at hand and accomplished. I thought when I asked for this I would be beheaded! But with a little support from the powers to be most followed through except those that were in bed with the FAA!

You see some people had become fixtures in a well rooted incompetent system. A few very talented individulas run the support system made up of app 500 people mostly contractors. Yes supposedly government is small! This is purely bullshit! Under President Clinton as he made government smaller he neglected to tell Americans that a new line item was entered called "other" and the start of contractors took off! It was like a virus that continues today!

I enjoyed working with Steve Davi! Though he is no longer with us he cared about the taxpayer and was efficient and productive! So much he was given the responsibility to release Capstone. My team supported NADIN managed by Andy Isaksen (Tall boots)! I say this because he could talk his way out of a pile of shit and people believed him! Even when I would present facts to the contrary the man was talented at dishing bullshit and people ate it as if it was served on a gold platter. I have to say at this point his wife was the highest paid contractor and existed because her husband had power and a mouth that could sell you land on mars!

I enjoyed working at the FAA until Michael Gallagher, another efficient productive Manager left the organization. He like Steve Davi were not liked! You see it's not what you accomplished at the Center it's who's ass you kiss! That continues to this day. One has to ask why Managers today need secretaries making 85k when their job is reading a book or surfing the net. And Fran Bourne had two secretaries.. Of course she was a Group Manager! Just amazing at the waste of money! A few weeks ago I wrote to her and said it was time to retire! This may assist with her decision to do so!

But the main reason for this blog is not to expose the incompetent people that hire contractors to do their job while they shop at Macy's! It's to say that when I expressed in writing that a new manager should not be saying prayers at meetings or encourage me and my partner to join her church so we could be fixed, I was fired just for being gay. As a contractor you don't meed a reason to be released! I told Both Bill Balleste and Fran Bourne and some co-workers I trusted as to why she was releasing me and to no avail.

You see gay people are all over the FAA! But most that I knew, and believe me thee were lots, were closeted. Even when confronted in public coming out of a sex bookstore when you should be working the individuals would not admit to being gay! OK, so they just finished having sex with a guy or guys, sometimes 2-3 times in a day instead of working but don't tell anyone at the FAA you're gay for either you're moved around or if a contractor out of a job!

More on this in future blogs!

Dr Q

It's Almost Christmans!

Every time Labor Day comes along all I can think is of Christmas! It could be you start seeing all the Christmas displays going up at all the stores, but it's not. When I was little and school started the focus was on Christmas and so that stuck in my mind to this day!

All I remember of school when it came to holidays was Christmas and Easter! I loved drawing and most of the time my drawings were displayed as you walked into the classroom so my focus was what to draw for Christmas and Easter.

They say the first 5 years molds you for the rest of you're life. I would say the first 10 years do that! It's my nature based on my experience that it's the first 10 and of course being my nature I have to disagree with what they say!

As far as I am concerned the lights would go up with the tree right before Thanksgiving! But then I would stand out like a sore thumb, but if you know me that is exactly how I like to stand out.

It just seems that from now to Christmas time moves so fast then it drags for a while as we deal with winter and speeds through summer and it keeps repeating until your days are over. I remember sitting in school looking at the clock wondering when the class never mind the day would end. Today I blink and Christmas is here!

Another reason we kind of all start looking toward Christmas right about now, is because no matter how bad things are or how bad people can be, somehow everyone is at their best behavior, bad news turn to good. For a while the propaganda from the media and others relaxes a little and we get a break from constant bad news. To me we should start looking toward Christmas like the people who prepare for the Thanksgiving Parade do at Macy's! The day after!

So this December 26 lets all think it's almost Christmas and just maybe those that control what we see will focus on the good in the world, the good in people and we all can act as if it's almost Christmas!

Dr. Q

Gay-Human Rights-Homesuxuality

This subject was on that is noted on my Facebook page on a discussion with my good friend from Jersey sponsoring two people for the Galloway Township in Jersey! All I said being that he is pro gay or as he says it "human rights" that they be too!

We my friend being a "man's man". the subject is not an easy one for him, not so much his wife! Both are beautiful people and names will not be used to protect the innocent me! lolololo

He is right in a perfect world! But we are not there and I don;t think we will be for centuries to come, mainly because we don;t separate religion from politics and also because of the hypocrisy. How many political leaders or religious ones do we have to catch in bathrooms with men or with prostitutes!

That being said my friend the following has been an issue for almost a century:

1, Women fighting for equal rights (not yours) "human rights", equal to men
2. Blacks fighting for basic rights "human Rights", like whites
3. Gay people fighting to be treated like straight ones, "Human Rights",

You see my friend "human Rights" masks the problem! Being a quality engineer all my life I know how important it is to go to the lowest denominator to solve a problem. Just saying "Human Rights" does not solve some basic "human needs"! The need to be equal whether your skin is a different color, or your a woman and if your gay!

Sexual preference or orientation should not be anybody's business! The government is to protect all it's people. Religion can do what it wants, that's another blog! But let me remind you all that Jesus never mentioned anything about being gay and he embraced prostitution! Enough said!

And to not being "gay" does not mean your a homosexual! Gay is an attraction being a homosexual is an act on that attraction. There is a huge difference. Persona y not that I have any data, but I believe 99.9% of society is gay but not homosexual yet! It's a matter of time. Its built into our animal kingdom which we are a part of!

So even if your gay you may not be a homosexual and either way until we ae treated equal to straight people the struggle continues and the questioned needs to be asked!
Dr. Q

PS! I love you and your wife! How is our stop sign!

Live made easy, watch out Google+

I don't know how money is made but on my Android I try very much to get as much done as possible with one App. This is why an app that can include multiple other ones please me!

T-Mobile has one that does not work perfect but I can twitter, Myspace and Facebook at the same time. I was an early supporter of Google +, but after two months of waiting for a test, they either have many problems or the marketing of surprise will fail.

Being a QA Manager responsible for product delivery (good product) I am a believer in testing and then releasing. But the public does not like being told something is coming and then months go and nothing. This is why Microsoft stock is stuck at 25.00 and Google at 600. But always remember the larger you are the faster you fall.

So yes I like my life made easier and I was hoping Google + would do this since my phone is my link to the world. But be careful, Facebook is not sitting around to become a Myspace!

Of course Rob says what we have is sufficient! I embrace new technology, new ideas and am always tinkering with what someone has to offer. I even have all my phone messages txt'd to my cell. Yes life made easier and I see Facebook doing the right things very fast!

Soon Facebook if they play their cards right will be 600 and Google 25.

Dr. Q